The first time i saw you,
it wasnt suppose to happen like what it is now.
At that time you and i were just nobody,
getting to know each other.
As time pass with joy and laughter,
we get to know each other.
It wasnt till later,
that we will know each other closer.
I didnt know till later,
that my feelings for you become deeper.
You treat me like a normal friend,
but i treat you more than a friend.
Rarely you ignore me,
cause you treat everyone the same as me.
Not knowing how your surroundings is,
as my love for you grow more deeper it seems.
Wanted to let go of the feeling in my heart,
but it seems like someone is in your heart.
Dont know what move should i take,
while u ponder what decision to make.
As time past without you in sight,
the more worried i am inside.
Trying to ask you out,
but fearing you will not come out.
My heart grow fond of you,
but it could only be empty without you.
Longing for someone to celebrate birthday with me,
hoping that you are the one beside me.
Though it may seems the chances are slim,
but i will nvr let go no matter how slim.
Willing to be your side thru all things,
but you say there will be nothing.
Faithfully waiting by the side,
hopefully you will see my whole side.
To make you realise im the one,
to set you thinking 'He's the one'.
Will wait for you till u see me one day,
but i hope it wldnt be too late a day.
Where by someone wld have make you cry,
which i will nvr let him try.
Even if im not the one for you,
i hope i could still be there for you.
Every minute, every hour, every day,
i will be there for you throughout the whole day.
The love in my heart will still be there,
but it will not be glowing as much as before.
Letting you know that theres a angel always around you,
and the angel is me protecting you.
I hope the key in my heart,
is the key to your heart.
To unlock you from all your dreams,
and turning your dreams to reality.
Let me be the one who give you happiness,
nt just happiness but eternal happiness.
Let me be the one who give you love,
nt just love but forever love.
As i wrote this poem for you,
i think of all the things i done for you.
As i learn guitar and write songs for you,
i lost my mind because of you.
As i sing every love songs to you,
i will nvr forgot the most important is you.
Hoping to catch your attention,
and not becoming another attraction.
I can forget everything,
but i will not forgot your name and your face.
9:26 PM
Yesterday went to kbox and had a fun time laughing and singing. Was so funny the whole thing. Lazy to post pics sia. We went to PS after kbox at cini. There eat dinner then a few of us went to clementi to have our guys talk..lols..talk till 11 plus then went home..
6:38 PM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
haiz..feeling so good yesterday but then today feel so emo..feel like singing emo song tml liao..seems she like someone sia..CONFUSE!!! dunno wat to do sia..feel like confessing but then like not right time yet. FRUSTRATED!!! hw sia..haiz..feel like doing wat ben does sia..write 1 emo poem...but i prefer write song..
today test barely able to do..know nuts about it and uses common sense or other crap logic from chemistry, geography, etc..tink can pass is a miracle. Then soccer training play like no motivation and form gone sia..haiz..not concentrating ah..
11:41 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Ooooo...feeling very happy..didn realise it until nw.. nt bcos of mtm or wat..something special..hahas.. Very slow of me to noe it now..Haiz..make me confuse for nothing all this time..seems like got some movement. Now like no mood study mtm sia..hopefully tml can do some question better than nothing..Wanted to write a sad song earlier but then inspiration like gone...zzzz... Tml soccer training after test, hopefully can better gel and go all out win the competition! but i feeling a lack of confidence..dunno why or wat happen..sigh...hopefully 'she' will be there on the day of competition to give me motivation..hahas..doesnt hurt to hav xtra motivation..haiz..very sleepy sia..
11:01 PM
Finally back to blogging. After so many days of stress studying for common test, its now left to 1 last paper tml! Monday was so scared. Dropped my laptop n screen can only see about 1/4 from top. That day was programming test somemore. Lucky my lecturer lend me a com for me to do the test. In the end that day send it to repair the crack LCD screen n today just collected it back. EG1 was easy to do as i did many practise and shd be able to score..hahas.. Mechanics is about the same but made a few mistakes which gonna deduct quite alot of marks.
Acc blog finally got it up and running..at last.. Seems like every1 are so enthusiatic about it that so many posts in a day.. Pics that i suppose to upload might need some time as i got not much time to do it. Lazy ah..
Sian la..after ben write his that poem, i also feeling emo already..Feeling very confuse n frustrated how to make my next move..haiz..sian la..
8:56 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
today was a eventfull day. Spent the morning n afternoon studying for common test. Didn get to study EG1 as rizal took my bk away. Did some programming n mechanics. Later at night went to indoor stadium for The Click Five concert. It was exciting and fun. Pics will be uploaded another time.
11:59 PM
